School starts back up this Tuesday. Gotta get back on track and STAY on track. I'm pushing myself to give 110% in everything I do this semester, whether it's school related or not.
Anyway, just a quick update.
I'll be back in a bit.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Quickie.
Jumped on the Twitter bus. And I gotta admit, I do enjoy it. Birthday's comin' up. Pretty stoked. I was thinking about what I could possible "want" for gifts, I could only come up with a few things: T-Mobile myTouch 3G, Olympus Stylus Tough 8000, Von Zipper sunnies - Dharma/Bang Bang, sound system for my Tacoma. Not too much, but then again add 'em all up and they're sorta pricey. But I'll be happy with whatever I'm gifted, let's just make that clear, ha :)
I think I'ma start paddling again. I miss it a lot. And I'm thinkin' about getting pierced, again. Tongue one mo' time and a rook! Yup. Not quite ready to get ink'd just yet. Only because I haven't found anything worth tattooing. But soon. I think it's hella dumb that everybody's gettin' ink'd just to get ink'd because "everyone else is doin' it." Lame. I want mine to be meaningful and significant. And not to mention have a sick ass design too. My room design needs some help. Haha. Hella plain and boring. Gotta vamp this shit up. And I wanna place the overall design over one zebra print pillow. So yup. Wanna do a hot ass color on the walls and shit. We'll see how that goes.
Takin' a ME day today. Been in bed since 8. Loves it. Prolly gonna moi in a bit, because I can. Get at this laters!
I think I'ma start paddling again. I miss it a lot. And I'm thinkin' about getting pierced, again. Tongue one mo' time and a rook! Yup. Not quite ready to get ink'd just yet. Only because I haven't found anything worth tattooing. But soon. I think it's hella dumb that everybody's gettin' ink'd just to get ink'd because "everyone else is doin' it." Lame. I want mine to be meaningful and significant. And not to mention have a sick ass design too. My room design needs some help. Haha. Hella plain and boring. Gotta vamp this shit up. And I wanna place the overall design over one zebra print pillow. So yup. Wanna do a hot ass color on the walls and shit. We'll see how that goes.
Takin' a ME day today. Been in bed since 8. Loves it. Prolly gonna moi in a bit, because I can. Get at this laters!
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Drama.
Shoot, it doesn't seem like I can ever catch a break.
My mom is constantly trippin' balls and shit. No joke. Every little thing sets her offffffffffff the damn edge. I don't think there's ever been a day where she HAS NOT gotten mad at something or someone. She alwaaaaaaays bitchin', I mean always! She goes around slamming doors and shit. Talk about issues.
She keeps giving me more and more reasons to want to move out. If I could right now, damn it, you better believe I'd move out in a second! It's just too much already. Like damn it I love her, but she always makin' me feel like I can never do anything right. In my opinion, all I am is a screw up to her. "Grew up a fuckin' screw up!" Haha. But it's like everything I've earned and accomplished up until this point in my life goes out the damn window once I make a mistake. But shit. Don't everyboy make mistakes?! Ain't that what life is... making mistakes and learning from them. She make like she all perfect and shit. Bitch Please. So right now, she all ignoring me and shit. Don't even wanna look at me. She's hardly talking to me and if she does it's with a bitchass attitude and tone. Fuckin' acting a damn fool and trippin' the fuck outttttttt.
I ain't a little kid anymore. DUH. Let me grow the fuck up! Hell yeah I'ma make mistakes. But I'm learn from them. And rise above them too.
ON A BETTER NOTE.
Darb and I are doing a lot better. Hit a bump in the road. But always gettin' through it all together. He seriously makes it ALL worth it. What can I say? I truly love the boy, with all my heart. Tehehe :)
Update later! Shoooooots.
My mom is constantly trippin' balls and shit. No joke. Every little thing sets her offffffffffff the damn edge. I don't think there's ever been a day where she HAS NOT gotten mad at something or someone. She alwaaaaaaays bitchin', I mean always! She goes around slamming doors and shit. Talk about issues.
She keeps giving me more and more reasons to want to move out. If I could right now, damn it, you better believe I'd move out in a second! It's just too much already. Like damn it I love her, but she always makin' me feel like I can never do anything right. In my opinion, all I am is a screw up to her. "Grew up a fuckin' screw up!" Haha. But it's like everything I've earned and accomplished up until this point in my life goes out the damn window once I make a mistake. But shit. Don't everyboy make mistakes?! Ain't that what life is... making mistakes and learning from them. She make like she all perfect and shit. Bitch Please. So right now, she all ignoring me and shit. Don't even wanna look at me. She's hardly talking to me and if she does it's with a bitchass attitude and tone. Fuckin' acting a damn fool and trippin' the fuck outttttttt.
I ain't a little kid anymore. DUH. Let me grow the fuck up! Hell yeah I'ma make mistakes. But I'm learn from them. And rise above them too.
ON A BETTER NOTE.
Darb and I are doing a lot better. Hit a bump in the road. But always gettin' through it all together. He seriously makes it ALL worth it. What can I say? I truly love the boy, with all my heart. Tehehe :)
Update later! Shoooooots.
Friday, May 29, 2009
I'm really, really wanting to try it out. RIGHT. NOW.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Vent.
I'm fucking FED UP.
Seriously, I'm sick and tired of how my Mom is STILL so goddamn overprotective. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love my Mom to death and nothing would ever change that, but she really needs to lay off and give me a break!
I'm a Sophomore in college already! And I still have to get permission to do something, still have to call her to tell her everything I'm doing or where I'm going, blah blah blah. And if I don't fucking answer a phone call or two, she just freaks the fuck out and assumes I'm doing something I'm not supposed to be doing, or I'm somewhere I'm not supposed to be.
Come on! Really?
That shit is so fricken Junior High/High School. I'm old enough and more than capable enough of handling myself and doing things on my own without constantly having to check in with her. I don't feel the need to lie to her anymore about where I am or who I'm with (which most of the time is Darby because all my other friends ever do now is drink, party, get high, and/or go clubbing)- nor do I lie about anything that has to do with any of that.
And even more ridiculous than that, is the fact that I hardly ever went out my entire freshman year of college. How fucking sad is that? But of course, a lot of it was my choice not to, so I though maybe she'd give me the benefit of the doubt and see that I'm choosing not to chill with people who do that kinda shit. And I guess, "save up" my going out time for the summer when Darby go home. But no, me going out is apparently a bad thing, even though she keeps telling me all I do is sit around at home and eat. Well, why the fuck do you think I'm trying to get out more and do more things outside of the house? So that I can stay active and not sit on my ass!
All this shit has been going on for waaaaaaay too long already. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of arguing with her over stupid shit, constantly having to justify everything to her, and tired of her not listening to anything I have to say. I'm sick of it, of being so sheltered and not being able to go out with my boyfriend or friends without her calling me every 30 mins. I just want her to fully and completely trust me and know that I'm not going to do anything that would put me in danger or anything like that. What hurts too, is that Darby is hurting because of the way my Mom acts. He feels like she doesn't trust him. Which hurts him, and in turn hurts me. But she claims she does trust us. It's just that she doesn't trust other people out there and is afraid of something bad happening to us. But it's not like we can just stay in the house our entire lives. I just want my space to do what I want, when I want.
So I'm STILL hoping and praying, she'll come around. SOON. And hopefully she'll hear me out when I try talking to her later. Ugh.
LATES!
Seriously, I'm sick and tired of how my Mom is STILL so goddamn overprotective. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love my Mom to death and nothing would ever change that, but she really needs to lay off and give me a break!
I'm a Sophomore in college already! And I still have to get permission to do something, still have to call her to tell her everything I'm doing or where I'm going, blah blah blah. And if I don't fucking answer a phone call or two, she just freaks the fuck out and assumes I'm doing something I'm not supposed to be doing, or I'm somewhere I'm not supposed to be.
Come on! Really?
That shit is so fricken Junior High/High School. I'm old enough and more than capable enough of handling myself and doing things on my own without constantly having to check in with her. I don't feel the need to lie to her anymore about where I am or who I'm with (which most of the time is Darby because all my other friends ever do now is drink, party, get high, and/or go clubbing)- nor do I lie about anything that has to do with any of that.
And even more ridiculous than that, is the fact that I hardly ever went out my entire freshman year of college. How fucking sad is that? But of course, a lot of it was my choice not to, so I though maybe she'd give me the benefit of the doubt and see that I'm choosing not to chill with people who do that kinda shit. And I guess, "save up" my going out time for the summer when Darby go home. But no, me going out is apparently a bad thing, even though she keeps telling me all I do is sit around at home and eat. Well, why the fuck do you think I'm trying to get out more and do more things outside of the house? So that I can stay active and not sit on my ass!
All this shit has been going on for waaaaaaay too long already. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of arguing with her over stupid shit, constantly having to justify everything to her, and tired of her not listening to anything I have to say. I'm sick of it, of being so sheltered and not being able to go out with my boyfriend or friends without her calling me every 30 mins. I just want her to fully and completely trust me and know that I'm not going to do anything that would put me in danger or anything like that. What hurts too, is that Darby is hurting because of the way my Mom acts. He feels like she doesn't trust him. Which hurts him, and in turn hurts me. But she claims she does trust us. It's just that she doesn't trust other people out there and is afraid of something bad happening to us. But it's not like we can just stay in the house our entire lives. I just want my space to do what I want, when I want.
So I'm STILL hoping and praying, she'll come around. SOON. And hopefully she'll hear me out when I try talking to her later. Ugh.
LATES!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Ten, nine, eight, seven...
10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now:
1. Quit acting like you're better than me, because you can't ever get on MY level.
2. Your loss, my gain.
3. I'm not a fucking kid anymore.
4. GET OVER YOURSELF. Reality check, you ain't as fucking fabulous as you think you are.
5. SCRUB.
6. I don't even have to say a word and you just get me.
7. What will it take?
8. Shut up, you're not fat, bitch! :)
9. It NEVER gets old with you.
10. Just stop. Seriously.
9 things people may not know about you:
1. I'm a really deep person and an even bigger romantic.
2. I've never, ever smoked anything.
3. I can probably out drink people who drink on a regular basis.
4. I want to start my own photography business and clothing line.
5. Sometimes, I just like being alone.
6. I'm probably one of the nicest people you'll ever meet.
7. I'm a great listener.
8. As weird as it sounds, I really think I'm meant to have a bangin' body, but I'm just stuck in this one temporarily.
9. I'm really, really scary when I get mad.
10. I wanted to train MMA.
8 ways to win my heart:
1. Be completely honest with me
2. Be real
3. Be faithful
4. Show me genuine friendship
5. Accept me for me
6. Be loyal
7. Be trustworthy
8. Show me unwavering love
7 things that cross your mind a lot:
1. My love <3
2. Family and friends
3. My outer appearance and health
4. Making plans
5. The future
6. Wanting to move out and get my own place
7. Improving my life
6 things you do before you fall asleep (not in order):
1. Brush/floss/rinse
2. Shower
3. Talk to my love <3
4. Check Facebook
5. Turn iHome and AC on
6. Charge phone
5 things you notice in the opposite sex:
1. The way they dress
2. Personality
3. How they act around different people
4. Appearance
5. Their interests
4 things you wish you never did:
1. Stop dancing hula
2. Stop playing sports (softball, volleyball, basketball) and paddling
3. Not getting out more in high school and spending time with friends
4. Color/hilite my hair
3 songs to describe your life:
1. In This Life - Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
2. Remember Me this Way - Jordan Hill
3. Spend My Life with You - Aziel (the local version of the original)
2 things you want to do before you die:
1. Complete everything on my bucketlist
2. Get married, have a family, and live happily ever after :)
1 Confession:
1. If I could get married (to Darby of course!) and start my family right this second, I would. And I wouldn't regret a damn thing.
1. Quit acting like you're better than me, because you can't ever get on MY level.
2. Your loss, my gain.
3. I'm not a fucking kid anymore.
4. GET OVER YOURSELF. Reality check, you ain't as fucking fabulous as you think you are.
5. SCRUB.
6. I don't even have to say a word and you just get me.
7. What will it take?
8. Shut up, you're not fat, bitch! :)
9. It NEVER gets old with you.
10. Just stop. Seriously.
9 things people may not know about you:
1. I'm a really deep person and an even bigger romantic.
2. I've never, ever smoked anything.
3. I can probably out drink people who drink on a regular basis.
4. I want to start my own photography business and clothing line.
5. Sometimes, I just like being alone.
6. I'm probably one of the nicest people you'll ever meet.
7. I'm a great listener.
8. As weird as it sounds, I really think I'm meant to have a bangin' body, but I'm just stuck in this one temporarily.
9. I'm really, really scary when I get mad.
10. I wanted to train MMA.
8 ways to win my heart:
1. Be completely honest with me
2. Be real
3. Be faithful
4. Show me genuine friendship
5. Accept me for me
6. Be loyal
7. Be trustworthy
8. Show me unwavering love
7 things that cross your mind a lot:
1. My love <3
2. Family and friends
3. My outer appearance and health
4. Making plans
5. The future
6. Wanting to move out and get my own place
7. Improving my life
6 things you do before you fall asleep (not in order):
1. Brush/floss/rinse
2. Shower
3. Talk to my love <3
4. Check Facebook
5. Turn iHome and AC on
6. Charge phone
5 things you notice in the opposite sex:
1. The way they dress
2. Personality
3. How they act around different people
4. Appearance
5. Their interests
4 things you wish you never did:
1. Stop dancing hula
2. Stop playing sports (softball, volleyball, basketball) and paddling
3. Not getting out more in high school and spending time with friends
4. Color/hilite my hair
3 songs to describe your life:
1. In This Life - Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
2. Remember Me this Way - Jordan Hill
3. Spend My Life with You - Aziel (the local version of the original)
2 things you want to do before you die:
1. Complete everything on my bucketlist
2. Get married, have a family, and live happily ever after :)
1 Confession:
1. If I could get married (to Darby of course!) and start my family right this second, I would. And I wouldn't regret a damn thing.
Summer and bullshit.
This summer is gonna be a HOT one. Literally. And I really fucking hate it. Not many ways to beat the heat, except for hibernating in my room, which thank God, has AC. But still, that gets boring quick.
Hubbs is finally home. Spent every single day with him since he got back. Loving all of that :) Lots of things I want to accomplish, do, see, etc. Haven't really done much yet. But I guess it's still early in the summer. Definately gotta get my tan back. Around the island is a MUST. And a whole bunch of other stuff.
This online Math course I'm taking, ain't too hard, but I kinda regret taking it (I don't know if I mentioned that already). I'm constantly worrying about whether or not I finished all my shit. Whatever though. Gotta do what you gotta do.
Oh, and I realized I've completely given up, AGAIN, on trying to lose weight and get back into shape. Shame on me. Seriously, I just need some motivation. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm motivated but I guess I need some dedication, determination, and will power to just get off my lazy ass and do it. Shoot, and I guess what disappoints me the most is that I told myself I wouldn't fall victim to the dreaded "freshman fifteen" - even though it feels like it's been the freshman FIFTY for me. FML. Hahaha. No better time to start than the present. Just gotta push myself. I can do it! I think.
Well I'm out. I think I'll do some pilates and shit.
GET ATTTTTTTT!
Hubbs is finally home. Spent every single day with him since he got back. Loving all of that :) Lots of things I want to accomplish, do, see, etc. Haven't really done much yet. But I guess it's still early in the summer. Definately gotta get my tan back. Around the island is a MUST. And a whole bunch of other stuff.
This online Math course I'm taking, ain't too hard, but I kinda regret taking it (I don't know if I mentioned that already). I'm constantly worrying about whether or not I finished all my shit. Whatever though. Gotta do what you gotta do.
Oh, and I realized I've completely given up, AGAIN, on trying to lose weight and get back into shape. Shame on me. Seriously, I just need some motivation. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm motivated but I guess I need some dedication, determination, and will power to just get off my lazy ass and do it. Shoot, and I guess what disappoints me the most is that I told myself I wouldn't fall victim to the dreaded "freshman fifteen" - even though it feels like it's been the freshman FIFTY for me. FML. Hahaha. No better time to start than the present. Just gotta push myself. I can do it! I think.
Well I'm out. I think I'll do some pilates and shit.
GET ATTTTTTTT!
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