It's a pity

It amazes me how quickly people seem to just forget everything you've done for them and all the times you've been there for them when there was no one else. During that point when they need you or something from you for that matter, they make like you're their best friend and they act like they are just soooo damn interested in your life and every little thing that goes on in it. Then the next thing you know, you're invisible. Not even worth checking on, communicating and keeping in touch with, and so on.

What a goddamn shame, really.

I'm sure people will think that I'm just being salty and bitching about this, and for the record, I'll admit that I am. But, it seriously pisses me off when people behave like this. I mean, I guess I can give them the benefit of the doubt and say that they just "don't know" that they are doing it or acting that way, but it may also be intentional. And in that case, here is a very big "Fuck you!" :)

I've always thought of it this way: I'll help people and be there for them whenever I am able to as much as possible because I feel that I'll never know when I'm going to need someone else's help. I guess I view it as "Paying It Forward." [*Note: You should watch that movie, it's a really good movie!] Oh, and another thing before I move on and get over this. It's funny how people act differently towards you when certain people are around or whatever, but as soon as they need you, they're all of a sudden the sweetest person in the world.

Shame on you, bitches!

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First post. Lots to say. Here goes:

There is so much on my mind right now. And in all honesty, it literally took me ten to fifteen minutes to actually start blogging. Not for the lack of better words or for the lack of things to say, but because I don't know where to start.

So first things first: I'm still trippin' out at the fact that 2008 seemed to come and go so quickly! I'm still feeling like it Thanksgiving and Christmas were celebrated just the other day, but it's already the new year! The first semester of my college education is over and done with! Where has the time gone? In a matter of a few days, the second semester will begin although it already has for nearly all of my other friends. As quickly as the time passed since my boyfriend and friends went away for college, they came back home. And now, everyone has already gone back. This time, they'll be gone for a longer period. It's a little overwhelming. It's like the days are not really ours anymore, because we are all trying to deal with everything life throws at us and as we go through the motions of our busy schedules. They just come and go without notice. I don't really think we all have enough time to stop what we're doing, sit back, relax, and really enjoy everything let alone appreciate it all. And what's sad is that it seems like people haven't really taken notice of that either. I think that all I'm trying to say is that it would be nice for everyone, myself included to make time to take every single thing in, no matter how small it may be, and show some genuine appreciation for it- whatever IT is.


Now don't get me wrong. I'm not trying to claim that everyone is unappreciative. I admit I'm guilty of it, too. Like being so damn unappreciative of my family, especially my parents for everything that they do for me. And my amazing boyfriend. And my wonderful friends. Okay damn. I'm really feeling guilty now. It's funny how, you seem to appreciate things after-the-fact and not when they actually take place. So, for what it's worth: Thank you for what you have done for me, whether big or small, and know that I appreciate you and everything you do.


Enough a'dat.

New job! Recently started working at a doctor's office and I'm glad to say that everything is going great so far. Back to paper cha$ing! Haha. The doctor is really, really nice and very laid back. The office manager and my co-workers are all also very nice and laid back, and to top that off they are crazy as hell! In a good way of course. There is never a dull moment in the office. The office manager calls our office the "Pretty Girl Office" because she says it describes our office perfectly. Haha. I feel like I've known them all forever! And one of the girls I work with, that actually holds true because we've been friends since kindergarten. See, and again, look how time flies! I can still remember how things were back then, like they happened just the other day. But back to the craziness in the office. The girls all have matching shirts that we got from Armani Exchange. We have plans of coordinating what we'll wear to work. We talk about things like BFDs, or in layman's terms: Big Fat Dicks (Lmfao. Neh!?), the size of our boobs or lack thereof, sexually explicit topics, and the latest gossip and shit- just to name a few. And we even have plans of taking pole dancing classes! So I'll keep you informed and posted on whether or not that works out or not, as well as what other kinds of craziness goes on in there.

Homeboys next door are heeeeella bumpin' their sounds. And it's what, 1:30am already! Ya'll is craaaazy. Because the other neighbors, are really not down with all that ruckus! But it's okay, I'm cool with it. And they're pretty cool, nice too. Except when they park in front of my house and make me have to reverse a buunch of times just so I can get my big ass truck up-out my drivewaaaay. Oh, and by the way, just clean that madafaka today! It's awwwwww shiny-shiny! Look-bran-new! Now, I'm just hoping that when it comes time for me to drive my baby again, the weather won't be a bitch and rainnnnn on it. 'Cause then I might have to slap a bitch. Or two. Or three.

Hot Damn! I didn't realize that my post was THIS long. But, I promise that I will try to keep future posts short. Anyway, time for me to call it quits. I'm beat.

Get atttt!