School starts back up this Tuesday. Gotta get back on track and STAY on track. I'm pushing myself to give 110% in everything I do this semester, whether it's school related or not.
Anyway, just a quick update.
I'll be back in a bit.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Quickie.
Jumped on the Twitter bus. And I gotta admit, I do enjoy it. Birthday's comin' up. Pretty stoked. I was thinking about what I could possible "want" for gifts, I could only come up with a few things: T-Mobile myTouch 3G, Olympus Stylus Tough 8000, Von Zipper sunnies - Dharma/Bang Bang, sound system for my Tacoma. Not too much, but then again add 'em all up and they're sorta pricey. But I'll be happy with whatever I'm gifted, let's just make that clear, ha :)
I think I'ma start paddling again. I miss it a lot. And I'm thinkin' about getting pierced, again. Tongue one mo' time and a rook! Yup. Not quite ready to get ink'd just yet. Only because I haven't found anything worth tattooing. But soon. I think it's hella dumb that everybody's gettin' ink'd just to get ink'd because "everyone else is doin' it." Lame. I want mine to be meaningful and significant. And not to mention have a sick ass design too. My room design needs some help. Haha. Hella plain and boring. Gotta vamp this shit up. And I wanna place the overall design over one zebra print pillow. So yup. Wanna do a hot ass color on the walls and shit. We'll see how that goes.
Takin' a ME day today. Been in bed since 8. Loves it. Prolly gonna moi in a bit, because I can. Get at this laters!
I think I'ma start paddling again. I miss it a lot. And I'm thinkin' about getting pierced, again. Tongue one mo' time and a rook! Yup. Not quite ready to get ink'd just yet. Only because I haven't found anything worth tattooing. But soon. I think it's hella dumb that everybody's gettin' ink'd just to get ink'd because "everyone else is doin' it." Lame. I want mine to be meaningful and significant. And not to mention have a sick ass design too. My room design needs some help. Haha. Hella plain and boring. Gotta vamp this shit up. And I wanna place the overall design over one zebra print pillow. So yup. Wanna do a hot ass color on the walls and shit. We'll see how that goes.
Takin' a ME day today. Been in bed since 8. Loves it. Prolly gonna moi in a bit, because I can. Get at this laters!
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Drama.
Shoot, it doesn't seem like I can ever catch a break.
My mom is constantly trippin' balls and shit. No joke. Every little thing sets her offffffffffff the damn edge. I don't think there's ever been a day where she HAS NOT gotten mad at something or someone. She alwaaaaaaays bitchin', I mean always! She goes around slamming doors and shit. Talk about issues.
She keeps giving me more and more reasons to want to move out. If I could right now, damn it, you better believe I'd move out in a second! It's just too much already. Like damn it I love her, but she always makin' me feel like I can never do anything right. In my opinion, all I am is a screw up to her. "Grew up a fuckin' screw up!" Haha. But it's like everything I've earned and accomplished up until this point in my life goes out the damn window once I make a mistake. But shit. Don't everyboy make mistakes?! Ain't that what life is... making mistakes and learning from them. She make like she all perfect and shit. Bitch Please. So right now, she all ignoring me and shit. Don't even wanna look at me. She's hardly talking to me and if she does it's with a bitchass attitude and tone. Fuckin' acting a damn fool and trippin' the fuck outttttttt.
I ain't a little kid anymore. DUH. Let me grow the fuck up! Hell yeah I'ma make mistakes. But I'm learn from them. And rise above them too.
ON A BETTER NOTE.
Darb and I are doing a lot better. Hit a bump in the road. But always gettin' through it all together. He seriously makes it ALL worth it. What can I say? I truly love the boy, with all my heart. Tehehe :)
Update later! Shoooooots.
My mom is constantly trippin' balls and shit. No joke. Every little thing sets her offffffffffff the damn edge. I don't think there's ever been a day where she HAS NOT gotten mad at something or someone. She alwaaaaaaays bitchin', I mean always! She goes around slamming doors and shit. Talk about issues.
She keeps giving me more and more reasons to want to move out. If I could right now, damn it, you better believe I'd move out in a second! It's just too much already. Like damn it I love her, but she always makin' me feel like I can never do anything right. In my opinion, all I am is a screw up to her. "Grew up a fuckin' screw up!" Haha. But it's like everything I've earned and accomplished up until this point in my life goes out the damn window once I make a mistake. But shit. Don't everyboy make mistakes?! Ain't that what life is... making mistakes and learning from them. She make like she all perfect and shit. Bitch Please. So right now, she all ignoring me and shit. Don't even wanna look at me. She's hardly talking to me and if she does it's with a bitchass attitude and tone. Fuckin' acting a damn fool and trippin' the fuck outttttttt.
I ain't a little kid anymore. DUH. Let me grow the fuck up! Hell yeah I'ma make mistakes. But I'm learn from them. And rise above them too.
ON A BETTER NOTE.
Darb and I are doing a lot better. Hit a bump in the road. But always gettin' through it all together. He seriously makes it ALL worth it. What can I say? I truly love the boy, with all my heart. Tehehe :)
Update later! Shoooooots.
Friday, May 29, 2009
I'm really, really wanting to try it out. RIGHT. NOW.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Vent.
I'm fucking FED UP.
Seriously, I'm sick and tired of how my Mom is STILL so goddamn overprotective. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love my Mom to death and nothing would ever change that, but she really needs to lay off and give me a break!
I'm a Sophomore in college already! And I still have to get permission to do something, still have to call her to tell her everything I'm doing or where I'm going, blah blah blah. And if I don't fucking answer a phone call or two, she just freaks the fuck out and assumes I'm doing something I'm not supposed to be doing, or I'm somewhere I'm not supposed to be.
Come on! Really?
That shit is so fricken Junior High/High School. I'm old enough and more than capable enough of handling myself and doing things on my own without constantly having to check in with her. I don't feel the need to lie to her anymore about where I am or who I'm with (which most of the time is Darby because all my other friends ever do now is drink, party, get high, and/or go clubbing)- nor do I lie about anything that has to do with any of that.
And even more ridiculous than that, is the fact that I hardly ever went out my entire freshman year of college. How fucking sad is that? But of course, a lot of it was my choice not to, so I though maybe she'd give me the benefit of the doubt and see that I'm choosing not to chill with people who do that kinda shit. And I guess, "save up" my going out time for the summer when Darby go home. But no, me going out is apparently a bad thing, even though she keeps telling me all I do is sit around at home and eat. Well, why the fuck do you think I'm trying to get out more and do more things outside of the house? So that I can stay active and not sit on my ass!
All this shit has been going on for waaaaaaay too long already. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of arguing with her over stupid shit, constantly having to justify everything to her, and tired of her not listening to anything I have to say. I'm sick of it, of being so sheltered and not being able to go out with my boyfriend or friends without her calling me every 30 mins. I just want her to fully and completely trust me and know that I'm not going to do anything that would put me in danger or anything like that. What hurts too, is that Darby is hurting because of the way my Mom acts. He feels like she doesn't trust him. Which hurts him, and in turn hurts me. But she claims she does trust us. It's just that she doesn't trust other people out there and is afraid of something bad happening to us. But it's not like we can just stay in the house our entire lives. I just want my space to do what I want, when I want.
So I'm STILL hoping and praying, she'll come around. SOON. And hopefully she'll hear me out when I try talking to her later. Ugh.
LATES!
Seriously, I'm sick and tired of how my Mom is STILL so goddamn overprotective. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love my Mom to death and nothing would ever change that, but she really needs to lay off and give me a break!
I'm a Sophomore in college already! And I still have to get permission to do something, still have to call her to tell her everything I'm doing or where I'm going, blah blah blah. And if I don't fucking answer a phone call or two, she just freaks the fuck out and assumes I'm doing something I'm not supposed to be doing, or I'm somewhere I'm not supposed to be.
Come on! Really?
That shit is so fricken Junior High/High School. I'm old enough and more than capable enough of handling myself and doing things on my own without constantly having to check in with her. I don't feel the need to lie to her anymore about where I am or who I'm with (which most of the time is Darby because all my other friends ever do now is drink, party, get high, and/or go clubbing)- nor do I lie about anything that has to do with any of that.
And even more ridiculous than that, is the fact that I hardly ever went out my entire freshman year of college. How fucking sad is that? But of course, a lot of it was my choice not to, so I though maybe she'd give me the benefit of the doubt and see that I'm choosing not to chill with people who do that kinda shit. And I guess, "save up" my going out time for the summer when Darby go home. But no, me going out is apparently a bad thing, even though she keeps telling me all I do is sit around at home and eat. Well, why the fuck do you think I'm trying to get out more and do more things outside of the house? So that I can stay active and not sit on my ass!
All this shit has been going on for waaaaaaay too long already. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of arguing with her over stupid shit, constantly having to justify everything to her, and tired of her not listening to anything I have to say. I'm sick of it, of being so sheltered and not being able to go out with my boyfriend or friends without her calling me every 30 mins. I just want her to fully and completely trust me and know that I'm not going to do anything that would put me in danger or anything like that. What hurts too, is that Darby is hurting because of the way my Mom acts. He feels like she doesn't trust him. Which hurts him, and in turn hurts me. But she claims she does trust us. It's just that she doesn't trust other people out there and is afraid of something bad happening to us. But it's not like we can just stay in the house our entire lives. I just want my space to do what I want, when I want.
So I'm STILL hoping and praying, she'll come around. SOON. And hopefully she'll hear me out when I try talking to her later. Ugh.
LATES!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Ten, nine, eight, seven...
10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now:
1. Quit acting like you're better than me, because you can't ever get on MY level.
2. Your loss, my gain.
3. I'm not a fucking kid anymore.
4. GET OVER YOURSELF. Reality check, you ain't as fucking fabulous as you think you are.
5. SCRUB.
6. I don't even have to say a word and you just get me.
7. What will it take?
8. Shut up, you're not fat, bitch! :)
9. It NEVER gets old with you.
10. Just stop. Seriously.
9 things people may not know about you:
1. I'm a really deep person and an even bigger romantic.
2. I've never, ever smoked anything.
3. I can probably out drink people who drink on a regular basis.
4. I want to start my own photography business and clothing line.
5. Sometimes, I just like being alone.
6. I'm probably one of the nicest people you'll ever meet.
7. I'm a great listener.
8. As weird as it sounds, I really think I'm meant to have a bangin' body, but I'm just stuck in this one temporarily.
9. I'm really, really scary when I get mad.
10. I wanted to train MMA.
8 ways to win my heart:
1. Be completely honest with me
2. Be real
3. Be faithful
4. Show me genuine friendship
5. Accept me for me
6. Be loyal
7. Be trustworthy
8. Show me unwavering love
7 things that cross your mind a lot:
1. My love <3
2. Family and friends
3. My outer appearance and health
4. Making plans
5. The future
6. Wanting to move out and get my own place
7. Improving my life
6 things you do before you fall asleep (not in order):
1. Brush/floss/rinse
2. Shower
3. Talk to my love <3
4. Check Facebook
5. Turn iHome and AC on
6. Charge phone
5 things you notice in the opposite sex:
1. The way they dress
2. Personality
3. How they act around different people
4. Appearance
5. Their interests
4 things you wish you never did:
1. Stop dancing hula
2. Stop playing sports (softball, volleyball, basketball) and paddling
3. Not getting out more in high school and spending time with friends
4. Color/hilite my hair
3 songs to describe your life:
1. In This Life - Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
2. Remember Me this Way - Jordan Hill
3. Spend My Life with You - Aziel (the local version of the original)
2 things you want to do before you die:
1. Complete everything on my bucketlist
2. Get married, have a family, and live happily ever after :)
1 Confession:
1. If I could get married (to Darby of course!) and start my family right this second, I would. And I wouldn't regret a damn thing.
1. Quit acting like you're better than me, because you can't ever get on MY level.
2. Your loss, my gain.
3. I'm not a fucking kid anymore.
4. GET OVER YOURSELF. Reality check, you ain't as fucking fabulous as you think you are.
5. SCRUB.
6. I don't even have to say a word and you just get me.
7. What will it take?
8. Shut up, you're not fat, bitch! :)
9. It NEVER gets old with you.
10. Just stop. Seriously.
9 things people may not know about you:
1. I'm a really deep person and an even bigger romantic.
2. I've never, ever smoked anything.
3. I can probably out drink people who drink on a regular basis.
4. I want to start my own photography business and clothing line.
5. Sometimes, I just like being alone.
6. I'm probably one of the nicest people you'll ever meet.
7. I'm a great listener.
8. As weird as it sounds, I really think I'm meant to have a bangin' body, but I'm just stuck in this one temporarily.
9. I'm really, really scary when I get mad.
10. I wanted to train MMA.
8 ways to win my heart:
1. Be completely honest with me
2. Be real
3. Be faithful
4. Show me genuine friendship
5. Accept me for me
6. Be loyal
7. Be trustworthy
8. Show me unwavering love
7 things that cross your mind a lot:
1. My love <3
2. Family and friends
3. My outer appearance and health
4. Making plans
5. The future
6. Wanting to move out and get my own place
7. Improving my life
6 things you do before you fall asleep (not in order):
1. Brush/floss/rinse
2. Shower
3. Talk to my love <3
4. Check Facebook
5. Turn iHome and AC on
6. Charge phone
5 things you notice in the opposite sex:
1. The way they dress
2. Personality
3. How they act around different people
4. Appearance
5. Their interests
4 things you wish you never did:
1. Stop dancing hula
2. Stop playing sports (softball, volleyball, basketball) and paddling
3. Not getting out more in high school and spending time with friends
4. Color/hilite my hair
3 songs to describe your life:
1. In This Life - Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
2. Remember Me this Way - Jordan Hill
3. Spend My Life with You - Aziel (the local version of the original)
2 things you want to do before you die:
1. Complete everything on my bucketlist
2. Get married, have a family, and live happily ever after :)
1 Confession:
1. If I could get married (to Darby of course!) and start my family right this second, I would. And I wouldn't regret a damn thing.
Summer and bullshit.
This summer is gonna be a HOT one. Literally. And I really fucking hate it. Not many ways to beat the heat, except for hibernating in my room, which thank God, has AC. But still, that gets boring quick.
Hubbs is finally home. Spent every single day with him since he got back. Loving all of that :) Lots of things I want to accomplish, do, see, etc. Haven't really done much yet. But I guess it's still early in the summer. Definately gotta get my tan back. Around the island is a MUST. And a whole bunch of other stuff.
This online Math course I'm taking, ain't too hard, but I kinda regret taking it (I don't know if I mentioned that already). I'm constantly worrying about whether or not I finished all my shit. Whatever though. Gotta do what you gotta do.
Oh, and I realized I've completely given up, AGAIN, on trying to lose weight and get back into shape. Shame on me. Seriously, I just need some motivation. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm motivated but I guess I need some dedication, determination, and will power to just get off my lazy ass and do it. Shoot, and I guess what disappoints me the most is that I told myself I wouldn't fall victim to the dreaded "freshman fifteen" - even though it feels like it's been the freshman FIFTY for me. FML. Hahaha. No better time to start than the present. Just gotta push myself. I can do it! I think.
Well I'm out. I think I'll do some pilates and shit.
GET ATTTTTTTT!
Hubbs is finally home. Spent every single day with him since he got back. Loving all of that :) Lots of things I want to accomplish, do, see, etc. Haven't really done much yet. But I guess it's still early in the summer. Definately gotta get my tan back. Around the island is a MUST. And a whole bunch of other stuff.
This online Math course I'm taking, ain't too hard, but I kinda regret taking it (I don't know if I mentioned that already). I'm constantly worrying about whether or not I finished all my shit. Whatever though. Gotta do what you gotta do.
Oh, and I realized I've completely given up, AGAIN, on trying to lose weight and get back into shape. Shame on me. Seriously, I just need some motivation. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm motivated but I guess I need some dedication, determination, and will power to just get off my lazy ass and do it. Shoot, and I guess what disappoints me the most is that I told myself I wouldn't fall victim to the dreaded "freshman fifteen" - even though it feels like it's been the freshman FIFTY for me. FML. Hahaha. No better time to start than the present. Just gotta push myself. I can do it! I think.
Well I'm out. I think I'll do some pilates and shit.
GET ATTTTTTTT!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Quick update.
Damn. Haven't updated this in a while. So here's a quickie.
First year of college, complete. My grades were okay. Expected better from myself, but whatever, what's done is done. Come fall semester I'm gonna be busting ass to raise my gpa back up to what it should be at. Taking two summer courses. Not much to say about that. I'm kind of regretting it at the moment, but it'll pay off in the long run- I hope.
So glad summer is finally here though. It's a much needed break from everything, especially gay ass Spirit Club. That shit is a pain in the ass. I guess I shouldn't complain (too much), seeing as it's paying for half my tuition. Still, it sucks. Been catching up with some friends lately. Just met up with one of my girls, Alexis, that I haven't seen in 4-5 years. Can't believe we've known each other since kindergarten already. Long ass time. And had dinner with Anna, met two of her friends from college, and just chilled. Darb comes home this Friday. Finally! I can't wait to see him! Missed him the loads, even though I just went up to visit him in March. Still, this distance kills me. But it's making us stronger :) And man, love can overcome anything!
I cop'd UFC 2009 Undisputed for Darb yesterday, without the actual intention to do so. But I knew he wanted it, so being the great girlfriend I am, I bought it for him :) It was a good deal too. Came with a free UFC dvd of selected fights, $10 Best Buy gift card, and $10 off a UFC fight on pay per view. Nice. Oh, and I spent like $100+ on beauty products at Sephora. But well worth it. And damn, all the graduations coming up...I'm gonna go broke soon!
But anyway, I'm bout to go get all dolled up to have lunch with another one of my girls, Rocksy. Haven't seen her for a while! Much needed catching up and all that. Update later.
-LA
First year of college, complete. My grades were okay. Expected better from myself, but whatever, what's done is done. Come fall semester I'm gonna be busting ass to raise my gpa back up to what it should be at. Taking two summer courses. Not much to say about that. I'm kind of regretting it at the moment, but it'll pay off in the long run- I hope.
So glad summer is finally here though. It's a much needed break from everything, especially gay ass Spirit Club. That shit is a pain in the ass. I guess I shouldn't complain (too much), seeing as it's paying for half my tuition. Still, it sucks. Been catching up with some friends lately. Just met up with one of my girls, Alexis, that I haven't seen in 4-5 years. Can't believe we've known each other since kindergarten already. Long ass time. And had dinner with Anna, met two of her friends from college, and just chilled. Darb comes home this Friday. Finally! I can't wait to see him! Missed him the loads, even though I just went up to visit him in March. Still, this distance kills me. But it's making us stronger :) And man, love can overcome anything!
I cop'd UFC 2009 Undisputed for Darb yesterday, without the actual intention to do so. But I knew he wanted it, so being the great girlfriend I am, I bought it for him :) It was a good deal too. Came with a free UFC dvd of selected fights, $10 Best Buy gift card, and $10 off a UFC fight on pay per view. Nice. Oh, and I spent like $100+ on beauty products at Sephora. But well worth it. And damn, all the graduations coming up...I'm gonna go broke soon!
But anyway, I'm bout to go get all dolled up to have lunch with another one of my girls, Rocksy. Haven't seen her for a while! Much needed catching up and all that. Update later.
-LA
Friday, January 16, 2009
It's a pity
It amazes me how quickly people seem to just forget everything you've done for them and all the times you've been there for them when there was no one else. During that point when they need you or something from you for that matter, they make like you're their best friend and they act like they are just soooo damn interested in your life and every little thing that goes on in it. Then the next thing you know, you're invisible. Not even worth checking on, communicating and keeping in touch with, and so on.
What a goddamn shame, really.
What a goddamn shame, really.
I'm sure people will think that I'm just being salty and bitching about this, and for the record, I'll admit that I am. But, it seriously pisses me off when people behave like this. I mean, I guess I can give them the benefit of the doubt and say that they just "don't know" that they are doing it or acting that way, but it may also be intentional. And in that case, here is a very big "Fuck you!" :)
I've always thought of it this way: I'll help people and be there for them whenever I am able to as much as possible because I feel that I'll never know when I'm going to need someone else's help. I guess I view it as "Paying It Forward." [*Note: You should watch that movie, it's a really good movie!] Oh, and another thing before I move on and get over this. It's funny how people act differently towards you when certain people are around or whatever, but as soon as they need you, they're all of a sudden the sweetest person in the world.
Shame on you, bitches!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Blah, blah, blah
First post. Lots to say. Here goes:
There is so much on my mind right now. And in all honesty, it literally took me ten to fifteen minutes to actually start blogging. Not for the lack of better words or for the lack of things to say, but because I don't know where to start.
So first things first: I'm still trippin' out at the fact that 2008 seemed to come and go so quickly! I'm still feeling like it Thanksgiving and Christmas were celebrated just the other day, but it's already the new year! The first semester of my college education is over and done with! Where has the time gone? In a matter of a few days, the second semester will begin although it already has for nearly all of my other friends. As quickly as the time passed since my boyfriend and friends went away for college, they came back home. And now, everyone has already gone back. This time, they'll be gone for a longer period. It's a little overwhelming. It's like the days are not really ours anymore, because we are all trying to deal with everything life throws at us and as we go through the motions of our busy schedules. They just come and go without notice. I don't really think we all have enough time to stop what we're doing, sit back, relax, and really enjoy everything let alone appreciate it all. And what's sad is that it seems like people haven't really taken notice of that either. I think that all I'm trying to say is that it would be nice for everyone, myself included to make time to take every single thing in, no matter how small it may be, and show some genuine appreciation for it- whatever IT is.
Now don't get me wrong. I'm not trying to claim that everyone is unappreciative. I admit I'm guilty of it, too. Like being so damn unappreciative of my family, especially my parents for everything that they do for me. And my amazing boyfriend. And my wonderful friends. Okay damn. I'm really feeling guilty now. It's funny how, you seem to appreciate things after-the-fact and not when they actually take place. So, for what it's worth: Thank you for what you have done for me, whether big or small, and know that I appreciate you and everything you do.
Enough a'dat.
New job! Recently started working at a doctor's office and I'm glad to say that everything is going great so far. Back to paper cha$ing! Haha. The doctor is really, really nice and very laid back. The office manager and my co-workers are all also very nice and laid back, and to top that off they are crazy as hell! In a good way of course. There is never a dull moment in the office. The office manager calls our office the "Pretty Girl Office" because she says it describes our office perfectly. Haha. I feel like I've known them all forever! And one of the girls I work with, that actually holds true because we've been friends since kindergarten. See, and again, look how time flies! I can still remember how things were back then, like they happened just the other day. But back to the craziness in the office. The girls all have matching shirts that we got from Armani Exchange. We have plans of coordinating what we'll wear to work. We talk about things like BFDs, or in layman's terms: Big Fat Dicks (Lmfao. Neh!?), the size of our boobs or lack thereof, sexually explicit topics, and the latest gossip and shit- just to name a few. And we even have plans of taking pole dancing classes! So I'll keep you informed and posted on whether or not that works out or not, as well as what other kinds of craziness goes on in there.
Homeboys next door are heeeeella bumpin' their sounds. And it's what, 1:30am already! Ya'll is craaaazy. Because the other neighbors, are really not down with all that ruckus! But it's okay, I'm cool with it. And they're pretty cool, nice too. Except when they park in front of my house and make me have to reverse a buunch of times just so I can get my big ass truck up-out my drivewaaaay. Oh, and by the way, just clean that madafaka today! It's awwwwww shiny-shiny! Look-bran-new! Now, I'm just hoping that when it comes time for me to drive my baby again, the weather won't be a bitch and rainnnnn on it. 'Cause then I might have to slap a bitch. Or two. Or three.
Hot Damn! I didn't realize that my post was THIS long. But, I promise that I will try to keep future posts short. Anyway, time for me to call it quits. I'm beat.
Get atttt!
There is so much on my mind right now. And in all honesty, it literally took me ten to fifteen minutes to actually start blogging. Not for the lack of better words or for the lack of things to say, but because I don't know where to start.
So first things first: I'm still trippin' out at the fact that 2008 seemed to come and go so quickly! I'm still feeling like it Thanksgiving and Christmas were celebrated just the other day, but it's already the new year! The first semester of my college education is over and done with! Where has the time gone? In a matter of a few days, the second semester will begin although it already has for nearly all of my other friends. As quickly as the time passed since my boyfriend and friends went away for college, they came back home. And now, everyone has already gone back. This time, they'll be gone for a longer period. It's a little overwhelming. It's like the days are not really ours anymore, because we are all trying to deal with everything life throws at us and as we go through the motions of our busy schedules. They just come and go without notice. I don't really think we all have enough time to stop what we're doing, sit back, relax, and really enjoy everything let alone appreciate it all. And what's sad is that it seems like people haven't really taken notice of that either. I think that all I'm trying to say is that it would be nice for everyone, myself included to make time to take every single thing in, no matter how small it may be, and show some genuine appreciation for it- whatever IT is.
Now don't get me wrong. I'm not trying to claim that everyone is unappreciative. I admit I'm guilty of it, too. Like being so damn unappreciative of my family, especially my parents for everything that they do for me. And my amazing boyfriend. And my wonderful friends. Okay damn. I'm really feeling guilty now. It's funny how, you seem to appreciate things after-the-fact and not when they actually take place. So, for what it's worth: Thank you for what you have done for me, whether big or small, and know that I appreciate you and everything you do.
Enough a'dat.
New job! Recently started working at a doctor's office and I'm glad to say that everything is going great so far. Back to paper cha$ing! Haha. The doctor is really, really nice and very laid back. The office manager and my co-workers are all also very nice and laid back, and to top that off they are crazy as hell! In a good way of course. There is never a dull moment in the office. The office manager calls our office the "Pretty Girl Office" because she says it describes our office perfectly. Haha. I feel like I've known them all forever! And one of the girls I work with, that actually holds true because we've been friends since kindergarten. See, and again, look how time flies! I can still remember how things were back then, like they happened just the other day. But back to the craziness in the office. The girls all have matching shirts that we got from Armani Exchange. We have plans of coordinating what we'll wear to work. We talk about things like BFDs, or in layman's terms: Big Fat Dicks (Lmfao. Neh!?), the size of our boobs or lack thereof, sexually explicit topics, and the latest gossip and shit- just to name a few. And we even have plans of taking pole dancing classes! So I'll keep you informed and posted on whether or not that works out or not, as well as what other kinds of craziness goes on in there.
Homeboys next door are heeeeella bumpin' their sounds. And it's what, 1:30am already! Ya'll is craaaazy. Because the other neighbors, are really not down with all that ruckus! But it's okay, I'm cool with it. And they're pretty cool, nice too. Except when they park in front of my house and make me have to reverse a buunch of times just so I can get my big ass truck up-out my drivewaaaay. Oh, and by the way, just clean that madafaka today! It's awwwwww shiny-shiny! Look-bran-new! Now, I'm just hoping that when it comes time for me to drive my baby again, the weather won't be a bitch and rainnnnn on it. 'Cause then I might have to slap a bitch. Or two. Or three.
Hot Damn! I didn't realize that my post was THIS long. But, I promise that I will try to keep future posts short. Anyway, time for me to call it quits. I'm beat.
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